January 2010
one night stand.
never had one.
hard
everything is taking a huge toll on me. overwhelmed to the max. I need to expand my knowledge. I need to see beyound the picture. this week is just killing me. I new coming into this I was physically ready but emotionaly … I don’t think so.
nights are so lonely.
I’m not going to even lie.
this sucks I have to do it alone.
i gotta deal.
I’ll be fine.
I miss your...
citrus
everyone’s back up plan , when something goes wrong everyone’s ” somebody to run to “ everyone’s shoulder to cry on everyone’s number 2 but know ones number 1. <3 mine
piercings.
every time i see a person with a side lip ring , all i want to do is yank it out. i find it super annoying. just something about the side lip piercings bug the shit out of me. EVERYONE LOOKS THE SAME. ugh fml. i like my hair cause it sets me apart from everyone else here , havent seen anybody be ballsy with there hair color just yet. bitches <3
" i win "
i dont always win.
to much to ask for.
holding on tight because i know there will be no next time. it happens … & im starting to believe its always going to happen. i dont want to believe that but from my past couple experience it just seems that way. i give a gift of learning. they take that with them. its just another lonely night. i cant let the loneliness take control of my mind. yes , i am lonely. every night i wish i...
ettezyl:
monz97:
this is a track i spit over...
drama
ya’ll dont understand but i aint going to be the one to make you understand either , everybody’s different. all ya’ll tryna be something your not. wanna talk about frontin. lets not cause most of us will be hypocrites. honest: you live everyday at 100mph & you really need to slow down. yesterday was epic… im still drunk. i met new people … i went & partied...
1 tag
drunk.
too much drama. Im not netter then no one bur I no I’m better for you. I really don’t know actually but …
all I want is to do is b Is in someones arms. please all I want is foe someone to hold me tight. reassure me that everything will b ok. comgratdulatw me … I pat myself on the back.
i am my only motivation.
blasted
I have a test in the am.
a test that I need to pass.
let’s hope I wake up on time.
going to smoke anotha & then takin my ass home.
no money.
broke.
my grandma gave me $20 for 3days I spent $10 on weed & stoges & then I gave the rest of it to Jesus.
everyone deserves sunshine in there life.
Aquarius p2
THE AQUARIUS WOMAN: faithful, detached, unemotional, witty, bright, adaptable. This is not your home-body. She is too unpredictable to be tied down to household duties. She is faithful, but must have her freedom to explore her whims and erratic ideas, She is often found in politics, education, scientific, or technical fields. She is not suspicious, so a mate would...
Aquarius
Aquarians filter ideas and even feelings through their intellects rather than their emotions, and are able to offer a fresh perspective on any aspect of life. Most Aquarians love conspiracy theories, speculating as to what various people might be doing behind the scenes and how this affects large groups of people. They also tend to come up with a variety of unusual solutions to the world’s...
i think.
it hurts. to be honest … im really not sure.
major
my head is pounding. for the past couple days i feel like my heads not really there. my mind has gone else where. in my own little world indeed. its not that i dont remember anything … its just i feel like everything’s going hella fast. fast forward mode. & stuck on it. i hate you i like you i dont love you but i do miss you rethinking … maybe you really did get what you...
complete
BANG BANG BANG !
Monday
couldn’t sleep at all last night.
I swear to you I felt like a clock arm , moving every god dang second. I rotatied around my whole bed. Now my back hurts extremely & I can’t breath cause my asthma. what the fuck.
today is suppose to be a good day cause I’m actuliie going to pay for my school today forsure. but right now nothing seems to be the business.
I hate you.
mature
I hold my head high.
I’m not like most girls.
i don’t act my age.
I’m a kid@heart who has an old soul.
accept
I’m alone.
but this won’t last forever.
typical
lip piercings , tattoos , nails , earing’s ,hair , make-up , hip hop & dance , gauges , hyphbeast , vans , jordans , nikes , music , instruments , true/stussy etc , urban , glasses , photography , fixies … + more. bay area guys & girls. everyone has a different personality. but … it seems like everyone’s following the crowd. no matter what you say , we are all...
friday
today’s the big day to get everything paid for. im super juiced.
m . o . m
you ULTRA piss me the fuck off. i feel like the adult. i love you unconditionally though. LiSTEN TO ME !!! HELLO I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN WAVING MY FUCKING HANDS IN THE AIR FOR SO FUCKING LONG !!!
everyone.
everyone needs help once in awhile right? i can do this on my own … but.
bento box
[/] FAFSA [/] Study [/] Schedule Testing. [/] Email Lucy next thing to do is Pay off the application by the end of the week. After all this school stuff , time to work on my speech & communication skills & make a resume then start sending that shit out. im proud of my self. no one else here to congratulate but myself. i did this on my own. i am my only motivation. literly. i picked up my...
upset.
here for everyone elses happiness. off subject: 2009 was really a great year for me , EXTREMELY great. had my ups & downs , obstacles i had to go through , fears i had to face , tight friendships , relationship issues , [little] boys , heartbreaks , secrets , lies , betrayal , a random guy , drugs , fazes , accidents , babys , cars , family , $$$ , birthdays , partys , & so much more. i...
i
i wish i was the type who gave a fuck. i fall easy. i do. no one has to tell me. its so easy for me to accept it in but then all of a sudden … i go through this little struggle … a faze? of a beaten up heart. heart? not exactly. feelings get hurt easy. i am me. i long for comfort. a hug doesnt last as long as i wished it did.
everyones
everyones favorite girl.
hold my hand, I wanna bring you into my world.
it’s really beautiful , if you take the time too enjoy yourself.
don’t leave me behind though.
feels like I’m everyones happiness , besides my own.
I hold my own.
always have & hopefully this isn’t forever.
2010
People still bring that unclassy bullshit around.
Some people will never change until failur.
I miss you , truely.
here i stand.
the flyest chick you’ll ever meet.
Jan0210
doesn’t that just look weird. just another day.
hopeless
romantic. he is.
2009 , 10:32pm
its been a really great year. we all gotta start over sometime right. so much happened … i cant even remember right now. hightimes<3 but the most important thing this year , i found myself. 2010 treat me right.