Finally a moment of silence & peace.
Today’s my day off from BOFA but I go back to work at Justice tonight. I wish I could rest today. I love how things are & where I am in life. I’m finally feeling like I’m my age … kinda lol 22 feeling like I’m 27. It’s ok, I know all of this hard work will pay off in the end. For the past couple days I haven’t been feeling like myself … I don’t know what it is. My minds pretty empty, I feel out of it. I don’t even know where to begin. I could complain about a whole bunch of shit that I’m unhappy with but I’m tired of bitching. I’m going to make change happen.
I feel like I’m in over my head.
So motivated & determined. It feels too much.
What to do … what to do … fuck.
It’s already the middle of January …
